Well the year is over!

Well here we go into 2010! Where did the year go? I am thinking okay seriously I am that much closer to being 33 years old, inside I still feel like I am 18 years old, I wish I looked that way on the outside. LOL This year was filled with crappy moments and yet also filled with complete blissful moments. I have been able to nourish friendships that had been lost for years and I am loving every moment of getting to know my old friends again, It keeps me connected to the good part of my childhood, which I need at this point in my life. I pray that 2010 is all that I want it to be and that I can realize my dreams over and over. My kids will be another year older and that much closer to fleeting the nest, which kind of makes me sad so know dwelling on that today. I love my fab friends that have been with me throughout the really difficult times and through the great times. We have had some crazy fun years. To my old friends, I love you all so much and you made my life bearable growing up, even when my family life was less than perfect. I wish you would all read this blog and realize how much I love you and how much through all our growing up and crap in our lives I still see the kids and teenagers I grew up with and I hold those moments so dear to my heart. Wet 'n' Wild was the best summers of my life. Ben, Micah, Ricky, Ryan, Becky, Missy, Mandy, Nick, Travis, you guys made my world before dating got in the way. LOL Playing tag and walking to villa pizza made me forget my crazy parents problems. Swimming and licorice fights(Travis and Eric) kept me on my toes. I loved cliff jumping (Steve, Mark, Travis and the rest of you crazy cats). Watching Stand by me repetedly and "IT" oh how it freaked us out, the ending sucked! Roller blading and dreaming BIG dreams of being famous, growing up and marrying our highschool sweethearts. I had the best friends any girl could ever ask for and If I could go back and tell her one thing I would say relax and enjoy the moments! First kisses and first loves were the best part of my childhood. I love you all so much and now that I am in adulthood I always want to remember the good times with all of you who made me have and experience the best childhood I could ask for. I pray that my kids can have good healthy experiences that I had, okay not all of them were good, but I pray nonetheless that my kids will have an incredible childhood! Here's to 2010...live it up people!